My family arrived here around 267 yrs ago , I live less than 2 miles from our original land grant , ( family still lives there ) I’m going to see this through here … I have seen as much of this blue ball as I felt the need to …. If I wished to travel the world seeking a cure I would have , thanks for all the suggestions , going to stay put and enjoy familiar roads, family & friends till I get away …. also thank you for all your kind words , again ,please no sympathy I‘m facing what we all ultimately face , I just have the pleasure of seeing my end coming …. will let ya all know when gone